As if to say that days would not pass, and then my heart would stop beating this rythm that it has found so profoundly comfortable.
As if to say that a breath would not leave my lungs even though my body required it's departure only to allow it entrance once again, despite it's pain and burn.
To say that I am not valid, my words are not spoken, my thoughts are not real, and my future is at best my own shame.
To say that it is not my right to live, or feel love , and I have condoned myself to this. Then why have I been put here and what would be my reason to live?
I would say in truth, I have done you a great disgrace to prolong my burden onto you, and this life.
I would say I wish to part without the anger , with peaceful waves of a quiet mind.
As if you would tell me , only to late, my love and loyalty was not so true and anbundant,and warmth in your cold domaine.
I will question, whilst I fight your crashing waves of darkness and hatred.
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